{"id":181,"date":"2011-05-09T05:41:00","date_gmt":"2011-05-09T05:41:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/?p=181"},"modified":"2011-05-09T05:41:00","modified_gmt":"2011-05-09T05:41:00","slug":"why-not-surrender","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/?p=181","title":{"rendered":"Why Not Surrender"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/-wd572FgXEyM\/TceCPFPqq9I\/AAAAAAAALao\/qW8qboKw0eI\/s1600\/DSC02265.JPG\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;\" src=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/-wd572FgXEyM\/TceCPFPqq9I\/AAAAAAAALao\/qW8qboKw0eI\/s200\/DSC02265.JPG\" alt=\"\" id=\"BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5604591456903408594\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a>I am not the first impression I give&#8230; nor am I my reputation, it will disappoint me.<br \/>I am not my style or physical appearance&#8230;  nor am I my image, it will disappoint me.<\/p>\n<p>I am not my past (memories), my future (dreams)&#8230; nor am I my story, my plan, it will disappoint me.<br \/>I am not intellect and memories&#8230; nor am I my mind, it will disappoint me.<\/p>\n<p>I am not my feelings, my highs and lows&#8230;  nor am I my emotions, they will disappoint me.<br \/>I am not my victories nor my failures&#8230; my self righteousness or my sins&#8230; they all will disappoint me.<\/p>\n<p>I am not this body&#8230; it will disappoint me&#8230;<\/p>\n<div style=\"text-align: right;\">&#8230;it has failed me&#8230;<\/p>\n<div style=\"text-align: left;\"><span>TTFN<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p><!--Session data--><\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<p><!--Session data--><\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am not the first impression I give&#8230; nor am I my reputation, it will disappoint me.I am not my style or physical appearance&#8230; nor am I my image, it will disappoint me. I am not my past (memories), my future (dreams)&#8230; nor am I my story, my plan, it will disappoint me.I am not [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[7,15],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=181"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/181\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=181"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=181"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=181"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}