{"id":224,"date":"2011-02-17T18:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-02-17T18:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/?p=224"},"modified":"2011-02-17T18:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-02-17T18:00:00","slug":"beyond-myself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/?p=224","title":{"rendered":"Beyond Myself"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/-sFjlVD4YyOU\/TV1q8w0pXuI\/AAAAAAAAKwE\/tXqRerdnc4k\/s1600\/DSC09630.JPG\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;\" src=\"http:\/\/4.bp.blogspot.com\/-sFjlVD4YyOU\/TV1q8w0pXuI\/AAAAAAAAKwE\/tXqRerdnc4k\/s320\/DSC09630.JPG\" alt=\"\" id=\"BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574729505884954338\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a>In the moments of intense emotion how can we remember that it will be okay  afterward?  Beyond myself, as I fought, I heard a voice encourage me&#8230; do not  sin in anger, you will not let this root deep&#8230; love, love, love&#8230; and I  looked at the man that draws the most powerful emotions out of me; who pushes  and yet holds me close in the strongest way I have ever experienced in the flesh  and I see my best friend, my beau&#8230; that young gentle man I fell in love with,  that young inexperienced, yet determined, dad that I fell more in love with,  that spirit who is always growing in Christ whom I love beyond my own abilities  to love&#8230; and I felt the calm in the midst of the storm&#8230; I love him, I  forgave myself and I thanked the Holy Spirit for his still, small voice of  reason and hope.<\/p>\n<p><center><a href=\"http:\/\/chrysaliscom.blogspot.com\/search\/label\/Marriage%20Monday\"><img decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" alt=\"First Monday of every month at Chrysalis\" src=\"http:\/\/i61.photobucket.com\/albums\/h79\/chrysaliscom\/AdmiringButterfly-1-4-1.jpg\" \/><\/a><\/center><\/p>\n<p>TTFN<br \/><!--Session data--><\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<p><!--Session data--><\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n<p><!--Session data--><\/p>\n<div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the moments of intense emotion how can we remember that it will be okay afterward? Beyond myself, as I fought, I heard a voice encourage me&#8230; do not sin in anger, you will not let this root deep&#8230; love, love, love&#8230; and I looked at the man that draws the most powerful emotions out [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[7,15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/224"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=224"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/224\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=224"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=224"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=224"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}