{"id":441,"date":"2010-04-13T20:28:00","date_gmt":"2010-04-13T20:28:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/?p=441"},"modified":"2010-04-13T20:28:00","modified_gmt":"2010-04-13T20:28:00","slug":"your-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/?p=441","title":{"rendered":"Your Life"},"content":{"rendered":"
“This is your life,<\/span> Treat yourself right,<\/span> Treat others right,<\/span> Do what you know you should.”<\/span> ~Newsboys<\/span>\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n
When I first started blogging the only alone time I got was in the van driving my oldest back and forth to school and so I had named the spiritual part of my blog ‘Van Visions’. Of late I find I am not able to find spiritual alone time in my own home. I am not comfortable with seeking my Jesus out there. I don’t know exactly why, I am sure this is just a season, but the point is I am again very thankful for ‘Van Visions’. Jesus knows how to speak to me where I am at and lately that seems to be in the vehicle again.<\/div>\n
When in a storm I often feel selfish and then tend to deal with that by self punishment… it doesn’t work. I quickly forget how others see me and assume they see me as my internal dialogue says. It is ironically very very self focused, this kind of depression… Trying to snap myself out of selfishness alone often leads to more selfishness…<\/p>\n

It seems totally wrong to have the approach of ‘treat yourself right’ at times like this in my life and yet that is what Christ keeps whispering to me. We are no good to anyone if we are not good to ourselves.<\/p>\n

Learning to make alone time, give yourself breaks… Learning to stop obsessing about mistakes and character flaws will allow one to focus on things beyond them self… others beyond them self… Jesus.<\/p>\n

I think I could get more time in then just the drives around the city… I think I assume I need to put off alone time and after a while when I have gone without I run from it… But I need to treat myself right and spend time with my Jesus.<\/p>\n

LUKE 5:16
So He Himself often withdrew into the wilderness and prayed.<\/span><\/p>\n

MARK 1:35-37
Now in the morning, having risen a long while before daylight, He went out and departed to a solitary place; and there He prayed.<\/span><\/div>\n

TTFN<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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