{"id":467,"date":"2010-03-09T18:57:00","date_gmt":"2010-03-09T18:57:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/?p=467"},"modified":"2010-03-09T18:57:00","modified_gmt":"2010-03-09T18:57:00","slug":"sad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/?p=467","title":{"rendered":"Sad"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"\"<\/a>(Look at that sunbeam! Wishing for such a glow on my rocker today…)<\/div>\n

As soon as I got home from the mom’s group I go to I took off my nice outfit and put on the comfies<\/span>… which apparently isn’t a word so how about frumpies<\/span>…, reached for the ‘I’m sad’ comforting grey sweater because being sad always leaves me chilled. I wanted to make my favorite curry egg salad sandwich and have it with pickles but I was already too tired to make it and the chocolate bar was just sitting there in my fridge…where did you come from? Oh well, I know where you are going! A cup of tea and a bowl of cinnamon smothered granola is all I can handle preparing right now and then I have to hit the rocking chair… a nap is on the horizon… I am going to curl up in the fetal position<\/span> and wish there was a sunbeam to warm me up instead of a cloudy damp day that encourages my mood.<\/p>\n

It all comes from crying all morning…<\/p>\n

Which resulted from another fight with my eldest…<\/p>\n

Which makes my Mama heart want to break…<\/div>\n

So emotional I kept tearing up at mom’s group over the littlest things… I cried on the way home because there was an emotional song on the radio (had nothing to do with my circumstances but he sure sounded passionate and sad).<\/p>\n

It isn’t a crushed kinda sad, in fact<\/span> I feel very far removed from depression… I just get tired when I cry hard and then the tears keep sneaking out the rest of the day sometimes. I saw the victory and the hope… before she left today we where able to hug and share kisses… The patch up job came from a strength beyond me, it came from Jesus and I am so grateful today for his direct interest in my family dynamics and relationships!<\/p>\n

Well my tea is ready and the granola is calling my name…<\/p>\n

TTFN<\/span>
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(Look at that sunbeam! Wishing for such a glow on my rocker today…) As soon as I got home from the mom’s group I go to I took off my nice outfit and put on the comfies… which apparently isn’t a word so how about frumpies…, reached for the ‘I’m sad’ comforting grey sweater because […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[7,20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/467"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=467"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/467\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=467"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=467"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.ladymacblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=467"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}